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This should be my last post in a long long time. Or not. [Oct. 20th, 2009|06:17 pm]
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Changed my exam display picture for this. I hope I'll be able to give this exam my all now.
So, I'll lay off the computer as much as I can. =S
Hopefully there will be time to jump start this dead thing after my exams on the 4th Dec. But there's so much things to do, exercise, prom shopping, and pre-trip shopping. I gotta get some winter clothings for Japan. It's going to be so cold.
Let this be a motivation to study.
Plus the new camera I'll be getting soon. (for use at prom and most importantly Japan)
(:
Now bye. Normalcdf(), InvNorm(), abs() , sin(), cos(), F=ma, x=x0e^-decayconstantXtime.
Nuclear Physics is da bombz.
'Boomz.' - Ris Low, EX- Miss Singapore

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Farewell. [Oct. 15th, 2009|06:42 pm]
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I have math test tomorrow...

Oh well. Farewell assembly wasn't that emotional as I thought it would be.
All because of that drunk coffee-shop uncle who sang our College hymm, and College song like song song when his soccer team won the world cup or something.

Oh well.
See you guys ( whoever's going) at the mock test tomorrow.
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Dear friends, so long, 忘れない くり返す出会いの中 小さな傷跡を [Oct. 14th, 2009|06:25 pm]
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Dear friends, so long --
I won't forget you.
As we meet one person after another,
We carry little scars

- Yesterday & Today by Do As Infinity.

Today marks the last day of actual lessons in SAJC. I still remember how I walked into this college last year. I didn't know where it was amidst the St. Andrew's Village, I had to call Jasper. Walking briskly to the bus stop behind Swiss Cottage, waiting for 985. The sleepy people on the bus, the long bus rides filled in with music from my ipod. Arica remembers me as the 'guy who has his mp3 on the whole time'.  The walk up the slope past the Chapel of Resurrection, SAS, SAJS, the synthetic field we all share, across Kallang River on the Jacob Ballas Bridge and into SAJC.

Everyone knows that it's the last day of official lessons, you can feel the atmosphere changing, although everyone was all smiles today, we know we're going to miss each other. Classmates, friends, CCA mates, and even people that stands beside you during morning assembly, whom you never really talked to for the past 2 years. I think I'm going to miss all these.

No one dared to speak a word about the future, because if they did, someone's going to be sad about our separation. And we're all afraid to give in to that, because we fear two things.

1) If we gave in  to our true emotion, the pent up well of emotions within us might burst out of us.
2) We all know that for the next 3 weeks or so - we're pretty much on our own.

There are no lessons tomorrow. It is our farewell assembly. 'No one is here by chance' now I believe it.
'One family unbroken, we join in one acclaim. ' I'm going to sing this proudly, and loudly tomorrow, arms linked with my second family - Saints.

I wish all Saints all the best for their 'A' level preparations, you're not alone.

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I think I will post every Sunday, unless there's a paper on Monday. [Oct. 11th, 2009|04:39 pm]
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It has become a habit for me to type some random crap on Sunday on livejournal and I'm here again having read through 3 GP articles on Censorship and Arts, Studied the external and internal effect inflation, High unemployement and deflation have on people. Plus I finished MI's Maths paper 2 prelim, in record time. Okay, nothing to boast about. *slap myself*

Ishida's 'I <3 BOOK' icon has now officially become my mugging icon. (:
If this get's me in the mood for studying, I'd make an icon plastered with that phrase until it blocks out Ishida's face.

I finally felt dilligent enough to start revising my scales for piano today and ran through the whole thing plus my previous exam songs as sight-reading practice. I still suck at sight reading though I'd say I've improved quite a fair bit from 2 years ago.

I'm still distracted by my PSP. Though I'm losing interest in the game rapidly.

Dang, I should go chill a bit more before I go back to m books. Till next Sunday.

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Shitz Sunday. [Oct. 4th, 2009|10:41 pm]
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I feel lethargic today, hence the title - Shitz Sunday.
I think it's probably because of the 1 hours aimless walk around Vivo yesterday. Haha.
Yesterday was fun though, sushi tei with guitar seniors and jc2s

I don't have pictures because they're with Yiqi. And I found out some scary stuffs.
Matthew is a tekong SGT!!! FCUK!
That means I'll see him next year when I enlist. SHITTTT!
Now I'm fucking scared of going to Tekong. He gave me that evil eye yesterday. Haha, Luckily I'm physically fit, he'll have less things to pick on IF he was my SGT.
But poor Keith, I think he's due for PTP and I think Matt's going to be one of the in-charge too. =(

Oh well, tomorrow' timetable is all the way till 2pm. Shit!
I shall pull through next week + self-study. *ties Kamikaze headband on forehead*

Bye guys.

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I'm having trouble here!! Can somebody help me? [Sep. 30th, 2009|07:10 pm]
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HOW CAN I WRITE MY OWN TESTIMONIAL?! I'M NOT SO SHAMELESS!!!!
=O

OMG, I FEEL LIKE I'M SELLING MYSELF.

"... is a irresponsible boy who does not like to write testimonial, hence he wrote this crap to piss his civic tutor off..."

I'm just kidding, I'm not going to put that in.

SOS!
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Just a random thought... (by 'a' I mean 'a few') [Sep. 21st, 2009|10:15 pm]
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Urgh, there's this phrase that my mind-voice keeps repeating to myself - "Tomorrow's a school day." Like a gazillion times!!
Okay , maybe I'll enjoy the bus ride to and from school, but let's see what's on tomorrow. General Papers - 1.5 hours, Math - 1 hour, Physics - 1.5 hours, and 1 hour of economics. Wow, these are all the hardcore subjects. Okay except for General Papers, where we mostly talk about films rather than politics, HEY, they do have links okay!

I think the class's gonna make a big fuss tomorrow if I tell them I watch Inglorious Basterds today. =x
It's such a gory show. Only 1 word to describe it, Bastard. The opening soundtrack was super funny - the elongated version of Fur Elise, when Hans Landa enters the scene. Just tickles me.

Okay, I shall go enjoy whatever time I have left till sleep and school comes to claim me. And meanwhile, I shall rip Sodagreen's Summer/Fever album into my ipod. These are the little things on the way to school and in school that keeps me from crying out in boredom. I bet university course will be a million times more interesting than economics.

Cheers people~
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Hagane no renkinjutsushi [Sep. 20th, 2009|04:32 pm]
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Yay, it's Sunday. Which means 1 more day to school =O
It's not that I don't like school, it's just boring. Especially post exams periods. Plus, there's major lessons on Tuesdays, and the various junior colleges are exchanging prelim papers. So next Tuesday onwards, I'll have shitload of other school's test papers to complete.
GOSHHH.

On the lighter note, Monday's a public holiday. And I am able to use today to catch up on Hagane no renkinjutsushi: Brotherhood.
A serious attempt on Final Fantasy VII's Piano Collection's monster - Those who fight, was seriously a tedious process. I hope I can get past the hurdle of no being able to learn fast songs. =3

Today was more productive than yesterday, I think. I did like 4 math questions? LOL.
Don't want to rest too long, I still have the 'A' levels coming up. Dammit.

School has become a sick, boring process of waking up at 5.30am to swallow my wholemeal bread with blueberry jam then a brisk walk in hope of catching an early bus to school. I think I'll have to find a better sitting partner who will exude the mugging aura. The rest of the class just love to chillax too much. I really hope I do well for the 'A' levels because everything I'm looking forward to might just be ruined by that damn piece of certificate(if it didn't turn out good enough).

I was just discussing with dad if I should go learn driving. I know nuts about cars except for the steering wheels and accelerator. And the most familiar thing in the car to me is the stereos. HAHA. What a joke man. I enjoy the process of bus-ing/walking/train-ing. lol. Bad english there. Because these are times where my thoughts can flow properly, uninterrupted. It's also not that I'm anti-social, I like being around with friends, (like duh), but sometimes I just need alone time to think about things, not that I have alot of personal problems. =/ But being able to think about things in my life gives me hope and things to look forward to what's coming.

For example: I'm always thinking of forming a band, but first, I'm not good enough, and secondly, I haven't really found that bunch of people I'd form a band with. Like my closer friends doesn't play musical instruments or we all play the same one - piano. Joining the guitar ensemble would've given me exposure to a huge number of talented individuals. But at the same time there are people I've seen, that I definitely do not want to work with, not that they're not talented or good. But I don't think I can put up with their attitude towards certain things.
Well, upcoming 'project' for me is a Final Fantasy medley for the whole ensemble. The junior ensemble is awesome with a bunch of very enthusiatic guitarists trying out all sorts of new things like arranging. But there's also a large number of people who just don't care. Sometimes I half-wish I was born one year later because my juniors have so much more talented and energy, as in they're more enthusiatic about making music.

Timo asked me on Friday when he saw me, "Hey, is the medley done?"
I was like "NO?! Dude, I'm in prelims, and I'm at a lost of whether to try to put One-winged angel in the medley."

Mainly because One-Winged Angel is such a orchestra piece. And we don't have enough bass to bring out the punch. Well, this is one thing I'm really looking forward to, plus I'm working with our resident talented a**-hole- Keith. No nonsense shit, he's good at chords, I'm okay, at arranging. (Mainly because I have the piano scores). So I'm practically useless, but I'm the only one willing to do it. HAHA. Plus, we've discussed with Mr Wan, So IF we can get him to help, We'll produce quality work mannn!
The one thing I want to add in is the electric guitar solo in One-Winged Angel, but that is IF we can add it in.

Oh well, I shall go back to watch Hagane, but I can't rest too long either, lest I lose the momentum to study. Cheers people.
I'm still in love with Sodagreen. (:

raelynae, haha, yes, Sodagreen currently has these series of 4 albums under the Vivaldi project, they're themed this way because of the theme of each album goes according to the four seasons. The recently released one 2 weeks ago is the theme on Summer. Word's the their Winter themed album is going to have a dark + classical feel to it (what I'm really really looking forward to). The Spring album that was release earlier this year has a country + indie feel. And the Summer one, is rock. (Recorded in London, in a studio where bands like the ting tings etc recorded their albums) . Really cool (:
Here's one of the song from the album. I think the lead vocal's voice is uber unique (:
Hope you like them. haha.
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Saturday afternoon [Sep. 19th, 2009|05:51 pm]
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Lmao, I finally changed my livejournal's background. But it's so haphazardly don't oh well.

I think I shall post more tomorrow. I'm all out slacking today. The only productive things I've done was to practice piano, read the papers, Time and National Geography. (:

I how this doesn't reduce my momentum too much.
My Saturday is still too fast. =o

P.s. Sodagreen's good. Shit, I keep repeating myself. But why isn't any of the people I know excited about their project Vivaldi?! And it's as if they don't know this awesome band exists!!! fuckkkk!

Okay, never-mind, they'll know Sodagreen's prowess in due time.
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COOLIOS!! [Sep. 18th, 2009|10:53 pm]
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EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
PLUS!
I'VE FINALLY COLLECTED MY SODAZINE FROM WM! Pity I have to start from volume 6.
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I saw raelynae's meme post. (: And I'm doing this like 4 hours before my exam =o [Sep. 15th, 2009|10:49 am]
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From [info]raelynae 's post, plus I'm kinda bored. HAHA.
• Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper.
• Explain in no more than five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
• Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!



Lmao. Yea I'm too lazy to resize it, but here's my wallpaper. Blurrrr.
FFXIII fever~
Haven't really got time to change it, but I think I will after my prelim exams. Economics is going to be such a struggle later. I shall find the inspiration to produce my average 'D' essay. I hope nothing's coming out for international trades, policies and macroeconomics. But that's a long shot. Economist are bitchy people, they'll die if they don't talk about other people, other countries. Can't they just test us on microeconomics?
#@%!$%!^$^$%#$%


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Peace of sheet [Sep. 14th, 2009|07:32 pm]
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Haaa, back from grueling 3 hours math paper. As usual I'm feeling pretty unsure about my results. tsk*

sometime things are just not what it seems to you every time. And believe me, it is different.

Got conned into going to school early because poor dip was telling me how retarded it was to reach school on time for flag raising only to realize you have a 2pm paper. Then when I reached school she went ot have lunch with her classmates. So I waited outside hall(ALONE) from about 1pm till exam started.
#!$#%#$%!#$

4 more papers to end of prelims. (:
I'm just going to trust the effort I've put into studying and not worry that much. I hope it'll help though. HAHA.

Bus ride home was like sheet, whole bus full of friends, none to talk to. sighhh. Sometimes I just feel that no matter where, I'm kind of dispensable. Well, it's just too bad innit?

Now, I have a date with my economics notes.
Let's be friends with Aggregate Demand and Supply, General Price level and National Income if no one wants to befriend me. (:
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Angst, tension and perfect price elasticity. [Sep. 6th, 2009|05:50 pm]
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I'm still deliberating whether to buy the Beatles remastered box set next Wednesday when it's released. Well, I want to have it because it's like a re-release of all their albums, except that it was released in vinyl and next Wednesday, compact discs. I have yet to check the price yet, but I'm sure it'll not burn a hole in my pocket - it'll set my pants on fire.

Anderson Junior College's '08 prelim paper for H2 math is ridiculously easy (for AJC standard) for the Pure Mathematics part. After that, it magically evolved into a crazy-ass statistics beast that screamed " You can't fucking do stats!!" in my face.

Now, after constantly flipping to the worked solutions for the AJC '08 prelims, I've "finished" that piece of shit. The after-effects of that paper? I can't do stats. Now I'm so scared about paper 2, 2 weeks later that I don't even feel like taking a break (this break), and to study stats.

This is pure dumb-ness. I hate jc academic life, and why I have classmates(some) that don't know when to get serious. They seriously think that they can take 'A' levels like 'O' levels - last minutes mugging. Which explains why I can't concentrate during lectures. And why do people taking h2 economics have crazy teacher that forces them to do work and conduct remedials for them, while (for the later half of '09) I get some post-natal depressed woman, who teaches like she whines. Oh my what's-that-shit-you-call, I'm scared for economics too. Yeah I got second in class for BT2, but the whole class got U, I got a high U. Like WTF?

So much for thinking that I had one of the best economics tutor in SAJC -NLT. Thanks Mr Nah, at least I still can bank on market failure. And thanks for leaving us at this crucial period where we need you to explain what the fucking hell is International Trades to us. Other than that, Mr N is really a good teacher who cares.

*sighhh* After writing so much, I can't help but think that all these is all my problem. It's my problem I couldn't concentrate. It's my problem I don't understand International Trades. I never really voice out my fear for the future because if I do well in 'A's, and everything worked out right, I think I'll enjoy what's going to come (apart from aangry coporals) The crux here is 'IF'.

Should anybody read this, I don't really hate my classmates. They're a great bunch of people to play with and chill out. Not really studying, then again, I think I'm writing all these because that fucking AJC paper just maxed my stress level.

Well, we can test that hypothesis at 5% significance level using 2 tailed T-test, because standard deviation is unknown.
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SLACKKKKK! [Aug. 28th, 2009|08:21 pm]
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I'm going to totally slack from now till when I sleep tonight!!!
Of course I'm going to read the papers, friday's papers are always the nicest to read.
I'm going to catch up on FMA episodes.
I'm going to make a new background to replace the bright orange one I have now.
I'm just not feeling THAT bright and sunny right now...
High and mighty color~

I'm seriously lovin' that band despite that extra second vocal's incessant shouting in the background.
Their guitar skills is blow-you-away good.
Slack today, chiong tomorrow onwards.

Yeah, I know. I'm just not important at all... Not even a word...
Oh well...
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A few reasons why I should be shot now. [Aug. 19th, 2009|10:01 pm]
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1) I just did half the 2008 math 'A' level paper, it was okay, considering I didn't study and just took it out to do. But I just did HALF and I should be doing the OTHER HALF now.
2) I have yet to seriously start studying for computing.
3)I feel like going for the Swiss Alumni VS present Sports Days. (: *excited*
4)I think I will not be very productive during tomorrow's LOOONG break.
5)I hope the previous GP tests are not real/accurate because I really think I got BT2 results based on my hard work and IT WON'T GO AWAY JUST LIKE THAT!!!  =(
6)Statistics are killing me.
7) I feel like playing DOTA now. =3
8)Dudes are playing MHFU tomorrow during break. Read: Distraction[MAJOR]
I'm off to de-stress abit before I get really stressed up and feel sick tomorrow morning. =(
On the bright-side, I just got Khalil Fong's new album (full of english oldies cover) Yippie, Yai, Yay~


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...but I know that even if we've exchanged 1000 messages, our hearts have not moved 1cm closer... [Aug. 15th, 2009|06:05 pm]
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LMAO,  I don't understand why when I type this post, there's underline below my words. Oh well..
Trying to come up with an idea for our class video wasn't easy, but I don't know... the guys are all currently crazy with Wondergirls and all those Korean stuffs... LOL... Don't have to say the rest right...

Next week's the last week of Coursework....

I'm still trying to think of a better idea for class vid. LOL. mainly because my class doesn't have enough photos together =x

CHIA KIA BOON'S NOMINATED FOR PROM KING!! HAHAHAHA! PLEASE VOTE!!! LMAOOOOO!!!

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Everytime I accomplish several assignments or school-related stuffs at one shot... [Aug. 3rd, 2009|10:34 pm]
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Saturday out with guitarists at Botanic Gardens was fun, though it was a short one, but I seriously enjoyed myself just doing nothing over there. Saw Mr Gan over there too with his Church peeps, doing some kind of Amazing Race stuff.
While waiting for Petch, I wrote his farewell note on that puny piece of yellow note pad paper.
I hope he does well at the States, and I hope he will be able to visit us in the years to come. I am really going to miss this guy, we can just talk crap the whole day, and the only thing he seeks to do when he's talking to you, is to make you enjoy the whole experience. He tries really really hard. He's the man man... I'll always remember this fellow guitarist. I hope we'll have a chance to play together again, be it in an ensemble, under Mr Wan, or just random meet-ups, I'll definitely improve my skills, I hope we'll see each other soon.
Once a guitarist, Always a guitarist ~ (:

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SKY CRAWLERS!!!! [Jul. 27th, 2009|10:17 pm]
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SHIT THE 6 NOVELS ARE ONLY IN JAPANESE!
NEVERMIND, this just adds to the reasons why I should do a complete course on Japanese. *grin*
I think I shall sleep to BoA's songs tomorrow on 985.
Her voice is HOT~
Or maybe I should just listen to FFVII:Advent Children OST.
DAMN THE HUGE FONTS! HAHAHA. OMFB!
Oh Man Freaking Bored!

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Coffee is my liquid defibrillator. [Jul. 27th, 2009|04:06 pm]
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New tag-line for Nescafe. LMAO. They should take my suggestion, their 3in1 instant is too sweet, should make it more bitter (:
bitter = better (Y)
Home early to study, end up FB-ing, will start after my Coffee mug is drained. Wait- it's already empty.
EMPTY?!?!?!?
OMFG
Okay~ Time for revision~ (:

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Kami no Shizuku [Jul. 26th, 2009|09:58 pm]
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I love this series, makes me feel like drinking wine. Not vodka, WINE.
Haha, one more thing to look forward to, legal age, wine, Domaine de La Romanee Conti - Echezeaux (:
Okay, maybe not that, from what I heard, Romanee Conti is expensive... =s

Tomorrow's the start of another week, I keep reminding myself, 15 more weeks, 15 more weeks. Perhaps one of these day I'll really wake up from this and will finally start to work hard. I don't want to see people improve by leaps and bounds while I edge along the bell-shaped curve.
E-mail and timetables for me is already packed till the National Day week, I 'll have to make do with what I can and study.



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